| Dear d&a&d, i asked for perspective
and it untied my hands
i see the relapsed way
i chose my own way
cant blame me for that
so when you're sorry
and one day you will be
i wish you all the best
i hope that you drop softly
and it dont end too badly
and your ragin head can finally rest
and you could be honest
and rescue yourself
but ill walk my own way
ill go where you wont go
you wont put me through hell, no no.
cause now i see through you
believe what you need to
go haunt someone else |
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| I want to be entranced I want to be in another world No worries, no fears Just love A world full of love Unconditional love from someone Anyone I bright place were the sun always shines A better place That’s where I want to hide Forever I never want to return I don’t want to return to that life A life with no love A life dull and grey A life where nothing is perfect I want imagination I want to think clearly And hold on tightly To that feeling you get when you escape Escape to the best place The perfect world that lives in your head In your mind That lives in my dreams |
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| well its been 4 days since the summer of 2007 started for me. it doesn't seem like summer though. i guessed its becuase i am not going to day camp sunshine for the first time in 12 years. i'm playing lacrosse with STEPS and its a lot of work. i want to get a part time job somewhere, but no one called me back yet. i can't keep sittin on my ass all day long, i need to do something constructive. oh well. i'm sitting here at my computer alone bymyself at home watching TV. i guess i'm pretty use to it. being alone, its been happening a lot latley. things are going pretty well. All this college stuff is really gettin to me, and i didn't so well on my SAT's but i dunno. well thats it for now. i don't know what else to write. life kinda sucks. i would like someone to share whatever happiness i have left with. |
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| I want a lover i don't have to love, I want a boy who's to sad to give a fuck |
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| With our hopes on hold and our lack of interest exposed,
all hands damage our determined eyes.
Say something, finally we're alone.
How about a phone call now?
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